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+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه چهاردهم مهر 1389ساعت 12:51  توسط liergirl  | 

KASHKI INO BDUNI...

masalan konkuriam kheire saram hich dars nmikunam age bkhunam midunam kame kam bade bad 2raghami misham!!!az khodam tariff nmikonam honaram nis k adam tu konkur tak bshe ya doraghami ama inke adam ye tavanayi dashte basheo azash estefade kone honare k man nadaramesh…
kheili bade in baziye zendegi…
inke to yekio dus dashte bashio yeki toro va un yeki k toro dus dare uni nabashe k dusesh dari va uni k dusesh dari yeki dgaro dus dashte bashe!!!
bbakhshid pichide shod yekam!
ama bayad bgam in baize zendgi vase man nabud konandas yani ta alan tak take selulamo eyne ye asid dare mikhoreo daram az ham mipasham…
fekr kon hame fekro zekret uni bashe k dusesh Dario un toro dus nadare unvaght uni k asheghete vase to nafas bkeshe…
chand shab pish vase emam hosein nazri dashtimo ye majlesi vase emam bargozar kardim uni k dusesh daram umade budo yeki khabaresho dadesh b man ..man k aslam entezaresho nadashtam biad b khodam migoftam bade modat ha k nadidamesh hala tu chand ghadamite bi orze inbaram mikhay az dastesh bdi…akhe akharin bar k untu chan ghadamim bud parsal shabe tavalodam budo yeki behem khabar dad k m umadeo payin pelle ha montazere engari mikhad bahat harf bzane..ama man unshab eyne ye adame eflij dasto pam yakh zado hamunja vaysadam...hey miumad migof baba hamash dare in bala ro nega mikone boro bbinesh dge,ama man haminjur ashk tu chesham halghe zade budo az jam jom nmikhordam...nmidunam chera ama engar yeki dastesho gozashte bud ru sinamo mano b aghab hol midado  tashvigham mikard k naram bbinamesh...az ye tarafam mikhastam dad bzanamo hamunja pishe un hame mehmun bgam k dusesh daram!ama man inghad tu barzakh budam k nafahmidam un bade nim saat entezar payine pelle ha dge ghasde raftan dare..hala hamun ghasede khosh lkhabar umado goft k dare mire ha vaghean nmikhay bbinish!??hala engar yakhe man baz shode bashe az pelle ha nafahmidam chetori daram miam payin ,nafahmidam haftad hashtad ta pewllaro chetor umadam payin...inghadr sari khodamo resunde budam payim k faghat 20 metri ba ham fasele dashtimo ama un poshtesh b man budo dash mirafto man dastamo eyne ye geda eyne ye bichiz k hichi vasash namunde deraz kardam poshte saresho  ba boghzi k dasht khafam mikard goftam naro..naro...na...akhe man ..man duset daram birahm...!dge boghzam shekasto zar zar ru pelle ha gerye kardam....dobare hala bade 1sal k nadide budamesh baz chan shab pish hamun ghasede khosh khabar umado gof k umadeo...
hala man munde budam k inbar chi konam...
ch khaki bayad ru saram mirikhtam...
akhe man divunasham ...az didanesh divune misham...ama az nadidanesh vaghean eyne ye ravani misham...
man bazam dishab hamun eshtebahe dishabo tekrar kardamo naraftam bbinamesho baz un montazere man bud...vaaaaaay khodaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe chera man inghad dasto pa choloftiam...
chera nmitunam hatta ye ghadam vase didanesh bar daram...
bazam un rafto man faghat tunestam atre tanesho hes konamo natunestam tu cheshash nega konam...khodaaaaaa..in tavane chie...
midunam shayad uni k dusam dareo man zendegishpo nabud kardam nefrin am kardeo shayadam ghesmat nis bade in hame modat bbinamesh...
khoda komakam kon...
unshab baz ta sobh gerye kardamo b khodam fekr kardam ,b uni k dusesh daram.b uni k dusam dare...
khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
man bdune un nmitunaM...

 ALAN DGE HAMASH MOTADE IN AHANGAM...


To boro tanham bzar..

bashe in ba bikasi..
 
ama harja k bri..

jato nmigire kasi...

age pa pas keshidamo..

esrar nakardam bmuni...

nmikhastam ghose bashe tu delet..
kashki ino bduni..
man b to fekr mikonam
arum migiram
buye aghushe toro az barun migiram
saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram
ashakato pak mikonam
az ru gune hat bar midaram...
 
VAGHTI KHASTAM AZ ZAMUNE
VAGHTI DONYA MANO DAGHUN MIKONE
VAGHTI TAGHDIR KHATERATE TORO AZ MAN DARE PENHUN MIKONE
VAGHTI BA KHODAM GHARIBAM
VAGHTI DASTATO NADARAM
VAGHTI K AKHARE RAHAM
TABE TANHAYI NADARAM

man b to fekr mikonam
arum migiram
buye aghushe toro az barun migiram
saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram
ashakato pak mikonam
az ru gune hat bar midaram...

 

 

 

 

 


 

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه دهم دی 1389ساعت 14:22  توسط liergirl  | 

KASHKI INO BDUNI...

masalan konkuriam kheire saram hich dars nmikunam age bkhunam midunam kame kam bade bad 2raghami misham!!!az khodam tariff nmikonam honaram nis k adam tu konkur tak bshe ya doraghami ama inke adam ye tavanayi dashte basheo azash estefade kone honare k man nadaramesh… kheili bade in baziye zendegi… inke to yekio dus dashte bashio yeki toro va un yeki k toro dus dare uni nabashe k dusesh dari va uni k dusesh dari yeki dgaro dus dashte bashe!!! bbakhshid pichide shod yekam! ama bayad bgam in baize zendgi vase man nabud konandas yani ta alan tak take selulamo eyne ye asid dare mikhoreo daram az ham mipasham… fekr kon hame fekro zekret uni bashe k dusesh Dario un toro dus nadare unvaght uni k asheghete vase to nafas bkeshe… chand shab pish vase emam hosein nazri dashtimo ye majlesi vase emam bargozar kardim uni k dusesh daram umade budo yeki khabaresho dadesh b man ..man k aslam entezaresho nadashtam biad b khodam migoftam bade modat ha k nadidamesh hala tu chand ghadamite bi orze inbaram mikhay az dastesh bdi…akhe akharin bar k untu chan ghadamim bud parsal shabe tavalodam budo yeki behem khabar dad k m umadeo payin pelle ha montazere engari mikhad bahat harf bzane..ama man unshab eyne ye adame eflij dasto pam yakh zado hamunja vaysadam...hey miumad migof baba hamash dare in bala ro nega mikone boro bbinesh dge,ama man haminjur ashk tu chesham halghe zade budo az jam jom nmikhordam...nmidunam chera ama engar yeki dastesho gozashte bud ru sinamo mano b aghab hol midado tashvigham mikard k naram bbinamesh...az ye tarafam mikhastam dad bzanamo hamunja pishe un hame mehmun bgam k dusesh daram!ama man inghad tu barzakh budam k nafahmidam un bade nim saat entezar payine pelle ha dge ghasde raftan dare..hala hamun ghasede khosh lkhabar umado goft k dare mire ha vaghean nmikhay bbinish!??hala engar yakhe man baz shode bashe az pelle ha nafahmidam chetori daram miam payin ,nafahmidam haftad hashtad ta pewllaro chetor umadam payin...inghadr sari khodamo resunde budam payim k faghat 20 metri ba ham fasele dashtimo ama un poshtesh b man budo dash mirafto man dastamo eyne ye geda eyne ye bichiz k hichi vasash namunde deraz kardam poshte saresho ba boghzi k dasht khafam mikard goftam naro..naro...na...akhe man ..man duset daram birahm...!dge boghzam shekasto zar zar ru pelle ha gerye kardam....dobare hala bade 1sal k nadide budamesh baz chan shab pish hamun ghasede khosh khabar umado gof k umadeo... hala man munde budam k inbar chi konam... ch khaki bayad ru saram mirikhtam... akhe man divunasham ...az didanesh divune misham...ama az nadidanesh vaghean eyne ye ravani misham... man bazam dishab hamun eshtebahe dishabo tekrar kardamo naraftam bbinamesho baz un montazere man bud...vaaaaaay khodaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe chera man inghad dasto pa choloftiam... chera nmitunam hatta ye ghadam vase didanesh bar daram... bazam un rafto man faghat tunestam atre tanesho hes konamo natunestam tu cheshash nega konam...khodaaaaaa..in tavane chie... midunam shayad uni k dusam dareo man zendegishpo nabud kardam nefrin am kardeo shayadam ghesmat nis bade in hame modat bbinamesh... khoda komakam kon... unshab baz ta sobh gerye kardamo b khodam fekr kardam ,b uni k dusesh daram.b uni k dusam dare... khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man bdune un nmitunaM... ALAN DGE HAMASH MOTADE IN AHANGAM... To boro tanham bzar.. bashe in ba bikasi.. ama harja k bri.. jato nmigire kasi... age pa pas keshidamo.. esrar nakardam bmuni... nmikhastam ghose bashe tu delet.. kashki ino bduni.. man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram... VAGHTI KHASTAM AZ ZAMUNE VAGHTI DONYA MANO DAGHUN MIKONE VAGHTI TAGHDIR KHATERATE TORO AZ MAN DARE PENHUN MIKONE VAGHTI BA KHODAM GHARIBAM VAGHTI DASTATO NADARAM VAGHTI K AKHARE RAHAM TABE TANHAYI NADARAM man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram...
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه چهارم دی 1389ساعت 17:23  توسط liergirl 

KASHKI INO BDUNI...

masalan konkuriam kheire saram hich dars nmikunam age bkhunam midunam kame kam bade bad 2raghami misham!!!az khodam tariff nmikonam honaram nis k adam tu konkur tak bshe ya doraghami ama inke adam ye tavanayi dashte basheo azash estefade kone honare k man nadaramesh… kheili bade in baziye zendegi… inke to yekio dus dashte bashio yeki toro va un yeki k toro dus dare uni nabashe k dusesh dari va uni k dusesh dari yeki dgaro dus dashte bashe!!! bbakhshid pichide shod yekam! ama bayad bgam in baize zendgi vase man nabud konandas yani ta alan tak take selulamo eyne ye asid dare mikhoreo daram az ham mipasham… fekr kon hame fekro zekret uni bashe k dusesh Dario un toro dus nadare unvaght uni k asheghete vase to nafas bkeshe… chand shab pish vase emam hosein nazri dashtimo ye majlesi vase emam bargozar kardim uni k dusesh daram umade budo yeki khabaresho dadesh b man ..man k aslam entezaresho nadashtam biad b khodam migoftam bade modat ha k nadidamesh hala tu chand ghadamite bi orze inbaram mikhay az dastesh bdi…akhe akharin bar k untu chan ghadamim bud parsal shabe tavalodam budo yeki behem khabar dad k m umadeo payin pelle ha montazere engari mikhad bahat harf bzane..ama man unshab eyne ye adame eflij dasto pam yakh zado hamunja vaysadam...hey miumad migof baba hamash dare in bala ro nega mikone boro bbinesh dge,ama man haminjur ashk tu chesham halghe zade budo az jam jom nmikhordam...nmidunam chera ama engar yeki dastesho gozashte bud ru sinamo mano b aghab hol midado tashvigham mikard k naram bbinamesh...az ye tarafam mikhastam dad bzanamo hamunja pishe un hame mehmun bgam k dusesh daram!ama man inghad tu barzakh budam k nafahmidam un bade nim saat entezar payine pelle ha dge ghasde raftan dare..hala hamun ghasede khosh lkhabar umado goft k dare mire ha vaghean nmikhay bbinish!??hala engar yakhe man baz shode bashe az pelle ha nafahmidam chetori daram miam payin ,nafahmidam haftad hashtad ta pewllaro chetor umadam payin...inghadr sari khodamo resunde budam payim k faghat 20 metri ba ham fasele dashtimo ama un poshtesh b man budo dash mirafto man dastamo eyne ye geda eyne ye bichiz k hichi vasash namunde deraz kardam poshte saresho ba boghzi k dasht khafam mikard goftam naro..naro...na...akhe man ..man duset daram birahm...!dge boghzam shekasto zar zar ru pelle ha gerye kardam....dobare hala bade 1sal k nadide budamesh baz chan shab pish hamun ghasede khosh khabar umado gof k umadeo... hala man munde budam k inbar chi konam... ch khaki bayad ru saram mirikhtam... akhe man divunasham ...az didanesh divune misham...ama az nadidanesh vaghean eyne ye ravani misham... man bazam dishab hamun eshtebahe dishabo tekrar kardamo naraftam bbinamesho baz un montazere man bud...vaaaaaay khodaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe chera man inghad dasto pa choloftiam... chera nmitunam hatta ye ghadam vase didanesh bar daram... bazam un rafto man faghat tunestam atre tanesho hes konamo natunestam tu cheshash nega konam...khodaaaaaa..in tavane chie... midunam shayad uni k dusam dareo man zendegishpo nabud kardam nefrin am kardeo shayadam ghesmat nis bade in hame modat bbinamesh... khoda komakam kon... unshab baz ta sobh gerye kardamo b khodam fekr kardam ,b uni k dusesh daram.b uni k dusam dare... khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man bdune un nmitunaM... ALAN DGE HAMASH MOTADE IN AHANGAM... To boro tanham bzar.. bashe in ba bikasi.. ama harja k bri.. jato nmigire kasi... age pa pas keshidamo.. esrar nakardam bmuni... nmikhastam ghose bashe tu delet.. kashki ino bduni.. man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram... VAGHTI KHASTAM AZ ZAMUNE VAGHTI DONYA MANO DAGHUN MIKONE VAGHTI TAGHDIR KHATERATE TORO AZ MAN DARE PENHUN MIKONE VAGHTI BA KHODAM GHARIBAM VAGHTI DASTATO NADARAM VAGHTI K AKHARE RAHAM TABE TANHAYI NADARAM man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram...
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه چهارم دی 1389ساعت 17:20  توسط liergirl  | 

KASHKI INO BDUNI...

masalan konkuriam kheire saram hich dars nmikunam age bkhunam midunam kame kam bade bad 2raghami misham!!!az khodam tariff nmikonam honaram nis k adam tu konkur tak bshe ya doraghami ama inke adam ye tavanayi dashte basheo azash estefade kone honare k man nadaramesh… kheili bade in baziye zendegi… inke to yekio dus dashte bashio yeki toro va un yeki k toro dus dare uni nabashe k dusesh dari va uni k dusesh dari yeki dgaro dus dashte bashe!!! bbakhshid pichide shod yekam! ama bayad bgam in baize zendgi vase man nabud konandas yani ta alan tak take selulamo eyne ye asid dare mikhoreo daram az ham mipasham… fekr kon hame fekro zekret uni bashe k dusesh Dario un toro dus nadare unvaght uni k asheghete vase to nafas bkeshe… chand shab pish vase emam hosein nazri dashtimo ye majlesi vase emam bargozar kardim uni k dusesh daram umade budo yeki khabaresho dadesh b man ..man k aslam entezaresho nadashtam biad b khodam migoftam bade modat ha k nadidamesh hala tu chand ghadamite bi orze inbaram mikhay az dastesh bdi…akhe akharin bar k untu chan ghadamim bud parsal shabe tavalodam budo yeki behem khabar dad k m umadeo payin pelle ha montazere engari mikhad bahat harf bzane..ama man unshab eyne ye adame eflij dasto pam yakh zado hamunja vaysadam...hey miumad migof baba hamash dare in bala ro nega mikone boro bbinesh dge,ama man haminjur ashk tu chesham halghe zade budo az jam jom nmikhordam...nmidunam chera ama engar yeki dastesho gozashte bud ru sinamo mano b aghab hol midado tashvigham mikard k naram bbinamesh...az ye tarafam mikhastam dad bzanamo hamunja pishe un hame mehmun bgam k dusesh daram!ama man inghad tu barzakh budam k nafahmidam un bade nim saat entezar payine pelle ha dge ghasde raftan dare..hala hamun ghasede khosh lkhabar umado goft k dare mire ha vaghean nmikhay bbinish!??hala engar yakhe man baz shode bashe az pelle ha nafahmidam chetori daram miam payin ,nafahmidam haftad hashtad ta pewllaro chetor umadam payin...inghadr sari khodamo resunde budam payim k faghat 20 metri ba ham fasele dashtimo ama un poshtesh b man budo dash mirafto man dastamo eyne ye geda eyne ye bichiz k hichi vasash namunde deraz kardam poshte saresho ba boghzi k dasht khafam mikard goftam naro..naro...na...akhe man ..man duset daram birahm...!dge boghzam shekasto zar zar ru pelle ha gerye kardam....dobare hala bade 1sal k nadide budamesh baz chan shab pish hamun ghasede khosh khabar umado gof k umadeo... hala man munde budam k inbar chi konam... ch khaki bayad ru saram mirikhtam... akhe man divunasham ...az didanesh divune misham...ama az nadidanesh vaghean eyne ye ravani misham... man bazam dishab hamun eshtebahe dishabo tekrar kardamo naraftam bbinamesho baz un montazere man bud...vaaaaaay khodaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe chera man inghad dasto pa choloftiam... chera nmitunam hatta ye ghadam vase didanesh bar daram... bazam un rafto man faghat tunestam atre tanesho hes konamo natunestam tu cheshash nega konam...khodaaaaaa..in tavane chie... midunam shayad uni k dusam dareo man zendegishpo nabud kardam nefrin am kardeo shayadam ghesmat nis bade in hame modat bbinamesh... khoda komakam kon... unshab baz ta sobh gerye kardamo b khodam fekr kardam ,b uni k dusesh daram.b uni k dusam dare... khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man bdune un nmitunaM... ALAN DGE HAMASH MOTADE IN AHANGAM... To boro tanham bzar.. bashe in ba bikasi.. ama harja k bri.. jato nmigire kasi... age pa pas keshidamo.. esrar nakardam bmuni... nmikhastam ghose bashe tu delet.. kashki ino bduni.. man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram... VAGHTI KHASTAM AZ ZAMUNE VAGHTI DONYA MANO DAGHUN MIKONE VAGHTI TAGHDIR KHATERATE TORO AZ MAN DARE PENHUN MIKONE VAGHTI BA KHODAM GHARIBAM VAGHTI DASTATO NADARAM VAGHTI K AKHARE RAHAM TABE TANHAYI NADARAM man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram...
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه چهارم دی 1389ساعت 17:19  توسط liergirl  | 

KASHKI INO BDUNI...

masalan konkuriam kheire saram hich dars nmikunam age bkhunam midunam kame kam bade bad 2raghami misham!!!az khodam tariff nmikonam honaram nis k adam tu konkur tak bshe ya doraghami ama inke adam ye tavanayi dashte basheo azash estefade kone honare k man nadaramesh… kheili bade in baziye zendegi… inke to yekio dus dashte bashio yeki toro va un yeki k toro dus dare uni nabashe k dusesh dari va uni k dusesh dari yeki dgaro dus dashte bashe!!! bbakhshid pichide shod yekam! ama bayad bgam in baize zendgi vase man nabud konandas yani ta alan tak take selulamo eyne ye asid dare mikhoreo daram az ham mipasham… fekr kon hame fekro zekret uni bashe k dusesh Dario un toro dus nadare unvaght uni k asheghete vase to nafas bkeshe… chand shab pish vase emam hosein nazri dashtimo ye majlesi vase emam bargozar kardim uni k dusesh daram umade budo yeki khabaresho dadesh b man ..man k aslam entezaresho nadashtam biad b khodam migoftam bade modat ha k nadidamesh hala tu chand ghadamite bi orze inbaram mikhay az dastesh bdi…akhe akharin bar k untu chan ghadamim bud parsal shabe tavalodam budo yeki behem khabar dad k m umadeo payin pelle ha montazere engari mikhad bahat harf bzane..ama man unshab eyne ye adame eflij dasto pam yakh zado hamunja vaysadam...hey miumad migof baba hamash dare in bala ro nega mikone boro bbinesh dge,ama man haminjur ashk tu chesham halghe zade budo az jam jom nmikhordam...nmidunam chera ama engar yeki dastesho gozashte bud ru sinamo mano b aghab hol midado tashvigham mikard k naram bbinamesh...az ye tarafam mikhastam dad bzanamo hamunja pishe un hame mehmun bgam k dusesh daram!ama man inghad tu barzakh budam k nafahmidam un bade nim saat entezar payine pelle ha dge ghasde raftan dare..hala hamun ghasede khosh lkhabar umado goft k dare mire ha vaghean nmikhay bbinish!??hala engar yakhe man baz shode bashe az pelle ha nafahmidam chetori daram miam payin ,nafahmidam haftad hashtad ta pewllaro chetor umadam payin...inghadr sari khodamo resunde budam payim k faghat 20 metri ba ham fasele dashtimo ama un poshtesh b man budo dash mirafto man dastamo eyne ye geda eyne ye bichiz k hichi vasash namunde deraz kardam poshte saresho ba boghzi k dasht khafam mikard goftam naro..naro...na...akhe man ..man duset daram birahm...!dge boghzam shekasto zar zar ru pelle ha gerye kardam....dobare hala bade 1sal k nadide budamesh baz chan shab pish hamun ghasede khosh khabar umado gof k umadeo... hala man munde budam k inbar chi konam... ch khaki bayad ru saram mirikhtam... akhe man divunasham ...az didanesh divune misham...ama az nadidanesh vaghean eyne ye ravani misham... man bazam dishab hamun eshtebahe dishabo tekrar kardamo naraftam bbinamesho baz un montazere man bud...vaaaaaay khodaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe chera man inghad dasto pa choloftiam... chera nmitunam hatta ye ghadam vase didanesh bar daram... bazam un rafto man faghat tunestam atre tanesho hes konamo natunestam tu cheshash nega konam...khodaaaaaa..in tavane chie... midunam shayad uni k dusam dareo man zendegishpo nabud kardam nefrin am kardeo shayadam ghesmat nis bade in hame modat bbinamesh... khoda komakam kon... unshab baz ta sobh gerye kardamo b khodam fekr kardam ,b uni k dusesh daram.b uni k dusam dare... khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man bdune un nmitunaM... ALAN DGE HAMASH MOTADE IN AHANGAM... To boro tanham bzar.. bashe in ba bikasi.. ama harja k bri.. jato nmigire kasi... age pa pas keshidamo.. esrar nakardam bmuni... nmikhastam ghose bashe tu delet.. kashki ino bduni.. man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram... VAGHTI KHASTAM AZ ZAMUNE VAGHTI DONYA MANO DAGHUN MIKONE VAGHTI TAGHDIR KHATERATE TORO AZ MAN DARE PENHUN MIKONE VAGHTI BA KHODAM GHARIBAM VAGHTI DASTATO NADARAM VAGHTI K AKHARE RAHAM TABE TANHAYI NADARAM man b to fekr mikonam arum migiram buye aghushe toro az barun migiram saramo ru shuneye eshghet mizaram ashakato pak mikonam az ru gune hat bar midaram...
+ نوشته شده در  شنبه چهارم دی 1389ساعت 17:19  توسط liergirl  | 

bbakhash mano...midunam bad kardam bahat

salam. emruz umadam ta shuru konamo bgam az inke chtor shod k man... heeeeeeeeeeey.... midunid...nmidunam man cheghad badam ba in kari k kardam....vali bad kardam..bad... asheghe yeki shodamo uno ashegh kardam ama ... asheghe 1nafar k aslan vujud nadare... ! man kheili khabisam midunam... kheili badam.. mano bbakhsh... akhe eshghe man.... rage khabe in del tu daste to bude...tarak haye ghalbam tu daste to bude.. vase avalin bar k besh durugh goftamo majbur shodam k un durughe sheytani ro bgam khastam bad rastesho bgam ama midunam dge bem etemad nmikard... migan har durugh durughe dge ee ro ham be donbale khodesh miare... man bad tarin etefaghe momkeno ba ye durugh unam az sare divunegio afsordegi k un ruza dashtam besh goftam...midunid chera? chon mikhastam vaghto zendegish paye man hadar nare... hardomun zendegiye rahato moraffahi darim bi ham...yani dashtim...ama avalino badtarin durughi k besh goftam baes shod k mano besh nazdik tar kone na dur tar.. age har pesare dge ee bud ba in etefaghe durughi k man goftam mizashto miraft ama eshgham mano tanha nazashto paye moshkelam ya behtar bgam durugham.khurd shod.... man chtor bayad taghas pas bdam khoda... pir shod..midunam... vali bkhoda manam pir shodam az in hame asheghie sartapaye to k joz paki chizi nabudo midunam hanuzam nist... cheghad man badam k hatta khastam ba az bein bordane in eshghe pak rabetamuno kam rang konamo nesbat be man sard shi ama.. to baz asheghane ba garmaye eshghe paket delamo suzundi! akhe ,man liaghate to ro nadaram chera ba man intori mikoni... miduni shayad age un durughaye fajio bet nagofte budam shayad liahghateto dashtam ama dge alan nadaram.. yani azat khejalat mikesham.. kash bduni hamishe gusheye cheshmam khise vaghti paktarin ehsasaro ebraz mikonio man faghat kam miaram.. man asheghetam.. bzar faghat asheghet bmunam na inke vasat bmunam ya khanumet bmunam... man liaghate khanumie toro nadaram to kheili khubi azizam kheili... kash mishod esmeto bgam ama nmitunam.. mitarsamo biyayo bkhunio mano beshnasio badjur azam motenafer shi.. miduni k mimiram age bdunam to dge mano dus nadari... are.. kheili bi rahmam.. nmikham vasat bmunam ama mikham to ashegham bmuni... akhe eshghe man... man liaghate ba to budano dge nadaram.. doroste ba durugham pishe cheshmet ye dokhtare ...am ama midunam hatta age harze budam behtar az durugh guyie man bud vasat.. pas bzar faghat asheghet bmunam to ham ashegham bash... in shero k vaghean zabune hale mano harfe delam be toe taghdim mikonam be to eshgham... hala k omide budane to dar kenaram dare mimire... manamo geryeye momtade nesfe shabo dobare delam migire.. hala k nistio boghz galumo gerefte chejuri beshkanamesh.. biao bbin daghighe hayi k nisti unghade delgire k dare az ghose mimire... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato. ... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato.. azabam mide... azabam mide.. azabam mide.. azabam mide.. . manamo in jaye khali k bi to hich vaght por nmishe... manamo in axe kohne k az geryam delkhor nmishe.... manamo in halo ruzi k bi to tarifi nadare... manamo in jesme tu khali k bito hey kam miare... ... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato.. ... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato ... azabam mide.. azabam mide .. azabam mide.... azabam mide.. ta khabeto mibinam migam shayad vaghtesh reside.. bi khabi mishine tuye cheshmam mohlat nmide.. na.. dobare nisti tu sheram harfi vaseye goftan nadaram.. dobare nistio boghz galumo migire baz kam miaram.. .. hala k omide budane to dar kenaram dare mimire... manamo geryeye momtade nesfe shabo dobare delam migire.. hala k nistio boghz galumo gerefte chejuri beshkanamesh.. biao bbin daghighe hayi k nisti unghade delgire k dare az ghose mimire... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato. ... azabam mide in jaye khali.. zajram mide in khaterato.. fekram bi to daghuno khastas kash bre az yadam un sedato.. azabam mide... azabam mide.. azabam mide.. azabam mide.. .

+ نوشته شده در  پنجشنبه پانزدهم مهر 1389ساعت 19:11  توسط liergirl  | 

تو آمدی و زمستان دلم بهار شد

وقتی تو آمدی قلب شکسته ام پر از عشق شد، زندگی ام پر از طراوت و تازگی شد

تو مانند بارانی بر روی من باریدی و تن خسته و غم زده مرا پر از طراوت عشق کردی

تو با گرمای وجودت زمستان سرد دلم را گرم گرم کردی

وقتی تو آمدی احساس میکردم دنیا مال من است چون تو دنیای منی

وقتی تو آمدی خوشبختی را با تمام وجود حس میکردم چون تو همان امید زندگی منی

تو که آمدی گذشته های تلخم را همه از صحنه دلم سوزاندم و همه را از یاد بردم.

تو که آمدی تمام خاطرات گذشته را  در دفتر دلم سوزاندم، و همه را از صندقچه قلبم بیرون ریختم و از یادم بردم!

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه نهم مهر 1389ساعت 18:5  توسط liergirl  | 

حالا اولشه!

میخوام اینجا خودم باشم!

میخوام بنویسم چی کردم و چی هستم!

میخوام از زندگیم بنویسم.

از خودم.

خود واقعیم.

من یه دخترم!

دروغ

شده کارم...

۱۸ سالمه.

پیش ریاضیم و کنکوری!

میخوام درس بخونم

تا به جایی که حقمه برسم!

چون خیلی باهوشم!

از خودم میبینم که مثلا رتبه تک رقمی بشم!

اما دروغام نمیذارن..

شاید بهتر باشه بگم

چون با دروغام عاشق شدم نمیتونم دیگه درس بخونم!

فقط به اون فکر میکنم.

البته تمرکزم بالاس و میتون وقتی کتابو باز میکنم زیاد تو نخش نرم اما...

شب ئ روز تو فکرشم.........

نمیتونم ازش دل بکنم

اما مجبورم..

هم مجبورم

هم عاشق!

میخوام از امروز هر چی شده و میشرو بنویسم...

اعصابشو دیگه ندارم!

همه زندگیم شده عاشقی!

عاشقی واسه عشقی که شاید عاشق دروغای من شده تا خود من!

میخوام اینجا بنویسم چی شد که با یکی اشنا شدمو اون تموم زندگیم شدو من شدم زندگیش!

کاش خدا منو ببخشه..

از ته قلبش..

کاش اون منو ببخشه//

امیدوارم اینجا کسی بتون کمکم کنه!

دیگه میخوام اینجا دروغ نگمو خودم باشم..

خسته شدم از بیخودی!

بی خودی!

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه نهم مهر 1389ساعت 17:33  توسط liergirl  |